I am sad to say that I stepped on the scale today and realized I had lost nothing this week... Not even half an ounce of a pound... Now granted I felt really let down I have spent over eight hours at the gym, done countless amounts of cardio and squats but three little numbers were really close to having me down on myself a half hour before my Birthday.
Then I did an exercise that I was told to do to lift my self confidence I took off all of my clothes stood in front of a mirror and found three things I love about myself.
1. I like how blue my eyes are
2. I like the new colors in my hair
3. And I like that in spite of how big I am I have little to know cellulite (I'll explain more on that tomorrow)
Anyone who has ever comfort eaten can tell you that low self confidence can be a serious trigger... I feel sad therefore I want ice cream, I eat the ice cream gain a pound feel disgusting get sad and crave something else... A vicious never ending cycle of self loathing and weight gain. Finding confidence and the ability to say that I am not just a three digit number on a scale... I am a mom, I am beautiful regardless of my weight and I will not always be this heavy.
Life has many let downs, but I am choosing not to let this be one of them. Next year at this time I WILL be thinner... I WILL be happier and healthier but it all starts now with me choosing not to let this be a setback but instead a hurdle I'll overcome and to everyone out there reading this you are beautiful no matter if you are 50 pounds of 5,000 there is something that only you possess. Make sure to find it love it and share it with the world.
So this week there is no picture of my full body but this right here is me and what I like about myself... And here is to me being 28, feeling great and getting in shape!
Then I did an exercise that I was told to do to lift my self confidence I took off all of my clothes stood in front of a mirror and found three things I love about myself.
1. I like how blue my eyes are
2. I like the new colors in my hair
3. And I like that in spite of how big I am I have little to know cellulite (I'll explain more on that tomorrow)
Anyone who has ever comfort eaten can tell you that low self confidence can be a serious trigger... I feel sad therefore I want ice cream, I eat the ice cream gain a pound feel disgusting get sad and crave something else... A vicious never ending cycle of self loathing and weight gain. Finding confidence and the ability to say that I am not just a three digit number on a scale... I am a mom, I am beautiful regardless of my weight and I will not always be this heavy.
Life has many let downs, but I am choosing not to let this be one of them. Next year at this time I WILL be thinner... I WILL be happier and healthier but it all starts now with me choosing not to let this be a setback but instead a hurdle I'll overcome and to everyone out there reading this you are beautiful no matter if you are 50 pounds of 5,000 there is something that only you possess. Make sure to find it love it and share it with the world.
So this week there is no picture of my full body but this right here is me and what I like about myself... And here is to me being 28, feeling great and getting in shape!